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Yep that pretty much describes my current mood.

Long time no actual blog.. Well for the main of it, I’ve been really busy lately with work and uni.. that + nothing really interesting has been happening.

What else have I been doing during that time? Well I’ve had time recently to catch up on some TV series (Falling Skies and Game of Thrones, both awesome series btw)

Anyways.. Lately I’ve been feeling very tired and sluggish.. like I have no energy and whatever I do doesn’t even matter anymore .. you know that feeling?

Last week caught up with a few friends to catch up on our life and just talk shit. Anyway an interesting topic came up.. He asked me a question

“Within the group, how successful would you rank everyone?”

Usually I don’t like to criticize anyone but it did get me thinking.. I asked him

“How would you base the ranks?”

.. He said

“Based on their goals in life and whether they are achieving them or not” ..

I kind of derailed his question and changed the subject, but later that night it got me thinking.

How would I rank myself? What are my goals?

While we were all in highschool we all had one common goal.. That was to

• Finish Highschool
• Get into your preferred course in uni
• Graduate
• Get a Job

You see.. based on those goals I have completed.

• Finish Highschool
• Get into your preferred course in uni
• Graduate
• Get a Job

Why half striked out? Well by the end of this year I have pretty much graduated and have a stable graduate position lined up at my current place.. Well based on the current ‘achievements’ you would think I should be happy? WRONG

Why you must ask? I don’t know… to me, I would much rather based achievements and goals based on happiness rather than financialness(not a word) and education/career…

To be continued…..